I sometimes get up in the morning and think she'll be there. It happens less and less, though. [ It might be a sign she's healing but she feels awful. ]
Do you think we're selfish to want them back here? Even knowing how cruel this place can be?
I know blood pacts are not everyone's thing for good reason, but I'm pretty happy with Lexi, and we talked about this before deciding to do this together. So it means a lot if you could come!
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Date: 2023-04-30 11:42 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-05-01 06:57 am (UTC)I remember when I died. It was NOT a fun time.
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Date: 2023-05-01 07:49 pm (UTC)I vaguely remember you mentioning that. It was something from Wesker's world. Mom spoke about that once but she... She had trouble talking about it.
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Date: 2023-05-02 06:26 am (UTC)Oh uh. I may have mentioned dying while trying to protect her. That was my first and only death.
I don't regret it of course. The first time I met Rose she was trying to help ME. I'd go to the ends of the Earth for her.
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Date: 2023-05-02 10:39 pm (UTC)I still miss her a lot. I know you do too.
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Date: 2023-05-03 02:40 am (UTC)I go out there sometimes and ask for her to come back. I know it's selfish but... I dunno, I want to be a little selfish. I want my mom back.
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Date: 2023-05-03 04:54 am (UTC)No, I know what you mean, believe me. I do that for a lot of the people I've lost. There are so many sometimes.
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Date: 2023-05-03 10:11 pm (UTC)Do you think we're selfish to want them back here? Even knowing how cruel this place can be?
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Date: 2023-05-04 06:37 am (UTC)[With several different people who'd left or even cameo'd in her dreams].
Of course not! It's your MOM. I know exactly how bad this place is, and I'd still give my arm to have my mom or Eda be here.
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Date: 2023-05-04 05:14 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-05-04 06:09 pm (UTC)Heh, no problem! Sometimes you need that other person to talk to about it, so you don't feel like you're going crazy.
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Date: 2023-05-05 05:41 am (UTC)Speaking of friendship...there's something I'd like to ask of you. You know about blood ceremonies, right?
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Date: 2023-05-05 05:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-05-05 05:24 pm (UTC)I'm kinda having one with my girlfriend, and we're making into a whole ceremony thing. Would you want to be there for that?
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Date: 2023-05-05 05:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-05-05 06:47 pm (UTC)I know blood pacts are not everyone's thing for good reason, but I'm pretty happy with Lexi, and we talked about this before deciding to do this together. So it means a lot if you could come!
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Date: 2023-05-06 12:58 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-05-06 07:01 am (UTC)There will be snacks and probably entertainment!
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Date: 2023-05-06 05:45 pm (UTC)I'll bring some homemade food with me. What's a celebration like that without pizza bagels and poptarts, right?
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Date: 2023-05-06 10:46 pm (UTC)No no, we're providing the food! You guys are agreeing to come see us, after all! So you want those things? I'll make it happen!
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Date: 2023-05-07 12:06 am (UTC)Oh, come on, I can bring a few things for something like this, can't I? Think of it like a... a blood pact ceremony gift. A blessing.
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Date: 2023-05-07 05:18 am (UTC)I mean, if you really WANT to. I wouldn't say no!
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